Four years
of college life come to an end.. you are in a new City... with new friends.. in
a new job.. and then one fine day you decide to go through the pictures on your
laptop. Everything was fine but then you decide to browse through your pictures and you stumble across the picture of your college friends.
You look at
those happy faces, those smiles that even now don't fail to bring a smile upon
your own. And then, it strikes you that you people are sadly no longer
friends... at least not as close as you used to be. How? And more importantly
"Why?".
You were so
great together. You shared all those wonderful memories - from making each
other laugh during lectures to consoling each other after exams, you went
through it all together. But somewhere down the line, one day things went
wrong. They just got so bad that things were simply never the same again.
Who's fault
was it? Was it theirs? Was it your own? You don't know. And maybe you never
really will. But does it really matter? No. NO, IT DOESN'T. You are far apart
now and for all you know, you might never meet them again.
So, what do
we do now? We apologise.
We apologise
for not making it work while we still could. We apologise for not being there
for them when they really needed us. And above all, we apologise for taking so
long to understand what a complete doofus we had been to take so long.
I am sorry.
I really am. I know things got really bad between us once but I miss you. I
really do. Even if you don't decide to forgive me, you will always hold a place
in my heart. And you will always be the reason why staying away from home felt
so much better.
Thank you
for being my friend. Thank you for making my college life worthwhile.
Yours truly,
Mayu
